what is this place?

 I can be aware of the differences
I can be aware of the distance with age.
but the nonsense and the maybes
have been killing all our dreams.

Its the different thinking
its the acceptance of opposite poles
its finding the right reasons
for doing everything upside down for

I can be everything you ever hated
you can be everything I didn't wanted all along
but the incoherence in everything we've been through
its the attraction between us and its own reasons for love.

Have you ever dreamed of something you never knew it existed?
Have you ever wanted to see something beyond reasonable truth?
I have stepped on an ideal unreality
which has landed out of radar and crushed in our front.

I have to say , I liked it!

I know my dreams exhaust you
I know my feelings are starting to itch.
but Im far from any reason or coherence
cause its this world where Im aloud to grow

The system has challenged me too many times
and the right things had always been the wrong ones for me.
Everything I knew as real ended as fake
and everything that made you happy inevitably made me ache.

You never wanted or tried to follow
your constant violence has warn me out.
I have entered into a new dimension
one that isn't making any sense at all

I can feel all the wrong energy
and it all comes out from you
Im still graving onto my kindness
but its the faith which I hope never fades off.

You say you wanted
that you love it
but then you break it
and you are taking everything away by now.

But Im not what you want me to be
and I have apologized for that too many times
but I can' t keep feeling ashamed for being like I am.
I fought for you own self loving, just for you to make me hate myself.

Let me say, you've always been too wrong, too selfish, too stubborn
and that you've been holding onto something you are not.
Let me say that I'll never say never
cause I have you to resign for us both.

and I have to recognize
that with all the wrong reasons
every time I did my best
it always came out the worst.