Welcome to the dark side

I cant imagine how desperate your heart must be
I know the pressure inside each beat
cause I have kissed every one and each of them
trying to inflict you with some relief.

But you still see me as your worst enemy
and you feel each step has been painful enough
But disappointment isn't the right present
and Im getting tired of playing the same game every day.

All I know is that time isn't helping
I can still see the cuts and feel the blood
the smell is getting sweeter
I can't help it...

The fall is worst than I thought
and I fell down trusting you'd catch me
But I was so wrong...
now I know...

and Im walking away
looking for inner peace for this troubled mind
but its so worthless
paper-cuts are not for everyone...

I hope you know
that if it wasn't for me
roses wouldn't be as soft and beautiful as they are.
Do you remember each spine that made you bleed?

Call me crazy,
but you are still holding my hand
have you looked into my eyes lately?
Im not longer the girl you once knew.