TRUTH

I saw your picture some days ago. Ironicly the fact that I saw me there just crushed every dream I had. I wondered who is standing in my place? to know that I´m not there lets me full of questions unanswered: who´s sleeping next to you? Who´s under our roof? inside our house? kissing you over our floor?
I know I shoudn´t try to get those answers, but it´s all I want... to get inside your head, inside your heart. I know that´s completely sick and twisted. That I did everything I could for you to hate me. But the fact that my heart only beats for you stands once step beside the truth, and cries for redemtion within the desires of hearing you calling me yours again, my only true name. But I can´t tell you everything love, not if I want life to be right for you again. Everything I did, everything I do, goes beyond reality for your own protection. Cause I love you more than life itself, and if I have to sacrifice my own for you to be happy, I´m willing to do that and much more.

So I´ll go, crying once again for you, in the dark, where you can´t see me,
and you can smile and laugh again... not with me, but with the copy you made for yourself.

Keep the me inside your mind, think of me once in a while... cause you know, I still GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN.